~ aka coma!buck spec fic where buck finds himself in his perfect life but can't help the feeling that something is missing. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. Taylor ''catches'' Buck and Eddie sleeping together. Before Eddie knew what was happening, Buck twisted him around, dropping down low and extending a hand up to him. Originally for Day 29 of Whumptober 2021. Ashes Scene in Avengers: Infinity War Part 1, build me a home underground (free from light and sound), Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, hints at buddie because these boys need a wake up call, Eddie and Buck share one brain cell and neither has it, Bobby took the brain cell and Athena has it protective custody because Buddie can't be trusted, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, This will have multiple chapters but I don't know how this all works yet, What if this storm ends? Buck's quiet voice cracks as he speaks. And that he has no contact with his eldest son, after he left him with his biological mother and her husband. You will not regret it. Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long. I didn't want to drag you into my shit again. Buck is about to reach his. But Buck is too sick to find his way back alone. He knows that his captain has a sad past that no one talks about. Buck hears about Daniel, the team ignores him, everything falls apart but one night it breaks; without having anyone disappears to look for himself. Feeling like he had no other choice, Buck took the money and decided to start over. Nobody knows where he is for a very long time. He would hold on for that voice if he could - he thinks he wants to try, if only so he never has to hear the pain laced through every syllable coming from their mouth. But the moment hes inside, Eddie stops dead on his feet and its like a cold rush of air making his hair stand on end, sending shivers down his spine. He laughs so hard and so loud that his stomach starts hurting. Buck has been a dragon rider since birth, and he has hidden this fact for most of his life. Team TVLine recently listed "the irrefutable romantic chemistry between 9-1-1 's Buck and Eddie" as one of the TV blessings for which we're most thankful and we're . When Buck still didnt say anything, Eddie prodded a little more. - Pregunta con una sonrisa maliciosa. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. Look at those arms. "Okay, I hate to say it, I think this needs a stitch or two," Buck decided. Eddie probably looked really stupid right now. Blackouts arent exactly an everyday occurrence, but theyre not unheard of. Well, three times really. For a moment, he closes his eyes against the emotions building like a maelstrom, struggles to take in another breath of his own, before he tries again. Maybe with a little help, you can even begin to heal. He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. English is not my first language, I apologize for any mistake. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. My dom partner ended up showing up at the one good thing I had going for me and Im just waiting for my friends to realize I cant compete with Mr. Didnt want to. It was an unspoken rule at this point, so why was everyone always stealing his spot? While the amnesia is temporary, perhaps what he learns from a brief fresh start won't be.------Or, the typical Buck gets amnesia fic that everybody loves. It's just that Buck has a hard time accepting help. Buck loved Eddie's hugs. Buck celebrates Christmas together with his boyfriend. Whats so special about tonight?, Eddie blinked, Um- Its Chris science fair. He looked out the window and over at the people talking by the kitchen. "The F18 soared across the open water, a few thousand feet above the hard deck. He knew that after the lawsuit he was not going to be easy, but he was drowning more and more. All of that means nothing to him, really. He wanted to name her after some one strong and graceful so he chose Elsa and Sapphire was chosen due to it representing Nobility. Only a small drop spilled the glass he was trying to hold, drowning him.Maybe it's time to stop fighting the water. Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. Everything that leads up to the terrifying day and what happens all the while Olivia and Elliot try to find their daughter. He never saw her again after that, and he's never gathered the courage to look her up and find out which path she took. Please consider turning it on! Buck is struggling, Maddie and Eddie help. They are surprised that he is back in town and is with the LAFD.They are even more surprised when they learn he is a single father. will I ever write the Buckley parents as nice? Suicide Attempt. (And I don't see you), all characters except buck and Eddie are brief. Its cold outside., Buck scowled, eyeing Eddie upside down. From where he sat Buck felt his heart give a painful, almighty lurch because Eddie yelling at him or ignoring him was okay, Buck could deal with it. It's not about apologize and everything is good again. Or Buck and Eddie return to the station after the ambulance explosion. While Josie is sleeping, a week after they had been at camp, a young man, supposedly a camp counselor, came into Josies room while she was sleeping, unknown to anyone else. Then he whisper shouts, Buckthe truth is III dont know how to cook.. He could have saved her, if he had just been faster or smarter or braver, she would still be alive right now. AU. Who is this man? Athena joins Buck on a journey where he learns to put himself first. So yeahhh, here it is. Im home.. 'Just keep swimming,' he agreed, pressing a kiss into Chris's hair.". You were helping me dress, and there werent that many mirrors in the hospital a-and the angles all wrong " He falters, turning back to the mirror to stare at the scarring along his chest. I just left the 118, He defends and she shakes her head. Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction? He knows hes probably going to worst-case-scenario, but he worries. He couldnt do life without Buck. I'm yours, you know I'm yours, and fuckthat sounded so good to finally let out, I love you, not anyone else. Ritter Gallo and Buck friendship-- Casey is going to need something strong. - Cmo sabes que no me haba quedado dormido? and explores the budding relationship between Josh and Buck. However, in the end, Eddie supposes it was inevitable. He steps into the room and gently closes the door behind him. Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". That time Buck was a liar who lied about a cold hours before he was about to perform. Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. I am horrible at summaries, but basically, two idiots who are in love and don't know how to communicate who break up and then get back together after successfully talking. But he only takes advantage of Buck.Months later he finds out that he is pregnant.He has to cope with many problems. Okay, I know, I know. He gets that shes not going to be running into danger, its less about her being in dangerous situations and more the risk she might be in. Or: a self-indulgent Buck and Chris napping together fic. Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. (Which, as they realized later, should have been the first clue that something was not right with Buck. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), Hed hit the ground, wind knocked out of him, but it didnt matter because Buck was stranded, suspended in the air as a perfect, unmoving target for the next strike. 24, 2020 - Bitmain - the world's leading producer of cryptocurrency mining hardware continues its partnership with one of the few Nasdaq-listed cryptocurrency mining companies - Riot Blockchain ("Riot. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Inevitable that hes feeling Bobbys hands grip against his turnout, still askew and half-off where Chimney once was, hands running up his chest while he checked for injuries. Feeling like the 118 would never take him back, wouldn't try to understand why he started the lawsuit, would only see him as exhausting, Buck decided that it was time for a change. Everyone left him, it was his turn this time. Hed been trying so hard to get himself ready, to prove that he can do this tonights celebration at Bobby and Athenas is supposed to be a triumphant return. A Navy Seal who was injured on the tour. Why didnt you just tell me that uhyou dont know how to cook? Eddie was cleaning out one of the drawers in Buck's bedside table when he froze and sat down on the bed hard. it was anchoring, settling. It's hard telling thembut it's even worse watching them not know what to do. He's wrong on both accounts. Perfect. The Eddie voice catches and stops. One Saturday changed everything. There is no shame in exempting help. After the lawsuit, the team doesn't realize how badly Buck is doing. Everyone has a breaking point. Starts the morning after 'Do You Think I'm Gay?' The guy then pulled a knife, and then stabbed Buck 5-6 times. in which Evan "Buck" Buckley is an aviator, Eddie Diaz is jealous, and Chimney would really like to know why that man's name is Bradley Bradshaw. Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz. Post-Lawsuit (9-1-1 TV) Established Tom "Iceman" Kazansky/Pete "Maverick" Mitchell. Protective Athena Grant. Maybe he did mess up, but the 118 have proven that they're not the family he thought they were, and he's had enough therapy (Thanks, Maddie) to recognise that he doesn't deserve to live the rest of his life like this. I had him do the coffee run, you know, change of scenery. [4x04/05~What's your Grievance and Buck Begins]. Buck has been a dragon rider since birth, and he has hidden this fact for most of his life. When everything is settled and he is about to start a new job outside of LA, he meets the cute teacher Eddie and his son Chris. Well, I know youre probably use to eating MREs butBobbys been teaching me how to cook. "'Just keep swimming,' Chris mouthed along with Dory, and Buck felt such a surge of affection that he couldn't help striding across the room to sit beside the kid, bumping their shoulders together. Eddie is holding out hope that Buck had just accidentally fallen asleep there and he really didnt think that when Eddie said Youre always welcome to the other half of the bed Buck he wasnt being serious. But a simple question sends him into an anxiety attack. Buck's in the hospital, Eddie left with his bloodstained clothes, again. About which thing? Eddie gave Bobby a look and Bobby gave a look right back. or, buck worries about his family after everything that's happened and can't escape the feeling that something bad will happen. It makes Bucks fingers itch with the urge to reach out and touch him. He is attacked and abused by three men. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Then he puts his eyes back on the road and hits the gas pedal.________________________. buck is tired and it's eddie's first day back. Buck had been hopeful that Eddie inviting him to his bosss house to meet his friends and co-workers meant that they were taking a step in the right direction. Yet there are still things they don't know. Eddie is cuddling a very sleepy Buck, who just so happens to be wearing Eddie's work coat. Or can his new and old life blend seamlessly into something better? Quiet Evan buckley-- Is that even possible? It's Valentine's day and Buck decides to take a gamble in giving Eddie some chocolates. After the lawsuit things get worse for Buck. He'd grown up hearing the stories of soulmates, which was rare. Buck ends up in the hospital again and while still under the influence of the pain medication he asks to go home with Eddie. Buck-switched it?, Bobby nodded. But the baby fills his heart.118 ignored him for months. He shouldve written that date down. Because here is Buck, standing there with his hands grasping the edges of the counter in a death grip and head dropped to his chest. I will, she seems to catch on to what is on his mind, snuggling into his side, Ill have Grant, and always report in with the station, and I promise I wont go into any serial killer attics. Theres a tease in the voice, Buck sighs slightly, a huff of a laugh at the end. Chim can't get a song out of his head, blames Buck and realizes Eddie's further down the road to happiness than he thought. Five times someone sits next to Eddie on their way to a call, and the one-time Buck reclaims his seat. Years later, running into the ghosts of his past while starting his new job, will he be able to get over the pain? But what was he supposed to say? His head stays low and he starts to pick the skin of his thumb with his forefinger. After the tsunami, Buck's feeling adrift and uncertain. - Hay algo preocupndote? Hes reached through fire and over cliff sides, across blood-soaked asphalt and between a decades worth of trauma, all for Eddie. Buck and Eddie have a moment in the moonlight. Shes always been loved ever since she was a baby. Rated mature because I don't know where this is going and this all started as a dream I had. ----It's all fluff and sweetness here. After a moment of silence, Eddie spoke again, gently scratching his fingers against Bucks scalp. The 118 looks at him in confusion. "Hi," Buck manages to reply, though it comes out slightly strangled. Thats just so He lets out a strangled laugh. Hes always believed strange things occur on a full moon but so far nothing particularly odd has happened to him, he just cant sleep. Panic shot through Eddie as saw this. Only a small drop spilled the glass he was trying to hold, drowning him.Maybe it's time to stop fighting the water. Maybe she knew before he did that he'd get the urge to do something like this. Almost on instinct, Buck reached out to rub at his previously deemed injured leg, the one that was still covered in scars. Buck wants to give Chris everything he wants, but will he be able to come back to LA and face everyone? Buck and Eddie have reached a tipping point, and realize they need each other more than they thought. fatal accident in apple valley, ca; covid test pitt county; kevin samuels zodiac sign; band music publishers; pennsauken police department ori number; He wasnt ready to dive into that third time yet. Until Eddie abandons his mate in an ill-considered situation. But he has become an outsider. Work Search: There, by chance, he meets Buck. Since your leg got crushed, Eddie supplied, finally filling in the dots. Work Search: Please consider turning it on! A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. It did hurt though." Maddie said. Eddie joins the 118. Or, Buck wakes up at 4 am for two weeks and feels like he's losing his mind. "Eddie Begins" but Buck ends up stuck 50 feet underground with Eddie. 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By chance they find out about his problems and want to help. Hi honey, He breathes out happily as he drops his head back down. 911buck firststory +7 more # 2 Shots Fired! They've been sharing a bed most nights now, and Eddie wakes one morning to find Buck sucking his thumb. *Or lightning 6B spec fic because I have zero self-control. He was looking for an answer, hes pretty sure - the answer, whatever that means. Yea, that would be stupid. It was the only explanation for his current string of devastatingly terrible luck. Maybe the umpteenth time's the charm. 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His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. this is basically a collection of shorts and what if's that have been on my mind for a while. Thats not particularly odd or even a particularly new experience recently. He loved this place, loved this job, but he often felt unwanted. Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley and Maddie Buckley's Parents, Maddie Buckley Acting as Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parental Figure. Theyre staring at each other while theyre still sitting at the red light but the light turns green without Buck noticing it and the car horn the motorist blows from behind them gets his attention. Evan squeezes his fists tighter. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. He wished he could have more but he would take what he could get. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. He met someone once, years ago with matching scars and haunted eyes who had told him, "You either get better, or you die, Evan. Josephine is commonly known as Josie, the spunky 6 year old who everyone adores at the station where her mother works. THIS IS 95% WRITTEN. New reworked version hopefully with less mistakes. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. (Or, post s05e06, Buck needs to see Eddie and Chris. Maddie places her hand on his cold ones and tilts her head so she can see Buck's face clearly, but something twists her heart when she notices the tears glistening his brother's blues. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Buck is kidnapped and put in a white room. A post 6x10 spec-fic. He was done with everything. But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. Buck sucked in a gasp, shaky and thin and Eddie dropped the gear in his hands, ignoring anything else and just trying to get to Buck's side. Has he left the station in two days?, Bobby blew out a breath of air and shook his head. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. Eddie his fingers were making soothing movements on Buck his cheeks, after a while, he cleared his throat. It takes a breakdown, a factory fire and a hospital visit for Buck to finally come to terms with some things. Something is definitely wrong, and Eddie is scared shitless. Okay, you win this argument. They both laugh and Eddie seems to be thinking about what to say to him, he doesn't want to worry his boyfriend. It's about the friendship between Buck and Athena. "Uh can I ask you something?" While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. They are surprised to find out that Buck has moved on and no one knows where he is. Buck wondered if he had been a slave owner or some serial killer in a past life, forced to reap the results of his karma in this one. suddenly evan buckley feels like maybe he has a fighting chance. He was used to being treated like the rookie, but this was going a little- a lot - too far he thought. Through pure adrenaline he was scaling the ladder, acutely aware that he was screamingvoice cracking through the thunder begging Buck to be okay and to just hold on. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled.
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